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Thursday, November 13th, 2003

Time:6:08 pm.
Okay well the two cats who I didnt want to know my new lj name already know it, and Im getting tired of everyone asking me what it is, so here.

epitome_of_emo

there. go to it. read it. and use the things I say in it agaisnt me.
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Monday, November 10th, 2003

Time:3:46 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Stephanie has a new lj.
IM Steph Loves Emo or Stripedpjsrcool to get the username.
I doubt I will update in this one much anymore.
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Time:5:08 am.
Mood: blah.
I am tired. And really thirsty.
You know what sucks? I dont have anything to look forward to anymore when I go to school. It sucks. Blah.
I am off to school with no cigerettes, no paper, and no motivation.
Wish me luck,
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Sunday, November 9th, 2003

Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: awake.
Okay, so yesterday.

The day started around 3, me and Lindsey and mommy richards went to Citrus Park Mall and saw the Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It was a pretty good movie. It was far more gory and disgusting than scary. The ways the people died were fucking brutal.
Then we went back to her house, got into some mischieve. Listened to Cat Stevens and went to Toms house. He baked us cookies, though they turned out slightly burnt, and we watched good old fashion porn. I can finally say I watched the Pam Anderson And Tommy Lee video.
Why did it look like he had a vagina?
And why did he feel the need to shove his penis into the camera while whistling?
Who knows.
Stormy sniffed my hair. And I turned around and he had a red rocket. O_o wow.
Then mothah picked me up and I went home and had a nice long sleep.
If I get straight A's on my report card, Im getting my lip pierced. I am so fucking excited. Horray.

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Time:1:08 pm.
Stephanie wants a new LJ. With anew username. Im defniatly over this one. If you can help me out by giving me another code It would be appreciated like whoa. Thanks <3
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003

Time:11:36 pm.
Mood: amused.
LOL.

Thanks Lindsey...

I did not write the previous entry. </marquee>
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Time:10:48 pm.
Hey it's me ya'll. I just wanted to let ya guys know I'm bisexual now. And I don't shave, nor bathe. If this is a problem to anyone, please let me know now!!!!!!! Speak now or forever hold your peace!!

I am sew emo! Lolz. I lyke cream coloured poodles and shit.i like beaches and watah. i like snow 2.

if u are interested!! comment! k?
porque!!

LOLZzzzz bye!!!!!
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Time:10:32 pm.
Mood: tired.
I fell on the sidewalk today.

And Lindsey was there to see it all.

How fucking embarresing!!

hahah. Im at her house now updating. Uh, today was alright.

Texas Chainsaw massacre was okay, is it bad that we laughed at a lot of it Oh well.

Uh, smoking cat nip. doesnt get you much. thats okay though. And burnt cookies, no matter who baked them, do not taste good.

Today was eventful, I will go into detail about it later.
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Friday, November 7th, 2003

Time:10:33 pm.
Lukaszsszzs,

IM me and tell me what cigerettes you want. I bathed and I forgot what you wrote on my hand. So yeah. Steph Loves Emo <- My s/n. yes, there are spaces in between each word.
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Time:10:15 pm.
Mood: tired.
Hilary Duff is stuck in my head. Hahahah.

My mood has improved since my mast entry thing. So, yeah. be happy. pfffft.
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Time:9:30 pm.
Mood: sad.
I would want nothing more than to make someone laugh. Smile even.

PS- Sorry for being so god damn dramatic about everything. Seriously.
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Time:9:06 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
The attraction toward James is defniatly fading. He is a nice kid, and he is hot, and he does have a sweet personality. But beyond that there isnt much substance to him. He is turning into the biggest stoner and to me that is the most unattractive thing. The only things he seems to care about now are getting high, when and how he can get free weed, and making bongs. But hey, I shouldnt be complaining, he gave me a water bong today on the bus.

"You don't flowers or candy, no, you get a water bong." -Lindsey

My mom just asked me when was the last time I laughed, and Im already in a pissed mood so I replied with a very annoyed toned "I dont know mom" and she looked at me and said "Im taking you out of tarpon and putting you in another school" "why?" "because I dont like your attitude."

LOL. Like taking me out of Tarpon will change that. Pffft. Anyways.

My sister is moving out soon I am excited. I get her huge ass room. Damn. Just relized when she moves out, I wont be able to jack cigerettes from her. The downside is starting to show its ugly ugly face.

I am tired. And my week has sucked. But hopefully tomorrow I will spontaniusly go to Lindseys house. Hopefully.

Damn. My mood has been very sucky lately, and it seems like all the wrong people are trying to talk to me. And everytime someone says something that wasnt intended to hurt my feelings, just a simple joke, sets me off into 'uber emo mode'. And it is horrible. I have not been like this in a long time. I hate it. Maybe this will pass.
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Time:6:38 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Okay, now Stephanie is officially pissed off.

Yay for ruined weekends.
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Time:5:22 am.
Mood: bitchy.
I am in the mood to update so I will.

Today, I can just feel it, will go by sooooo slow. I want this entire week to just end, and the weekend to begin.

If I could I would so just stay home, say fuck it to school, and sleep the day away, but I cant. I hate school so incredibly much. I hate [most] of the people who attend the school, I hate the teachers, I hate the buses when they drive away, leaving you there, I hate the smell you get upon entering one of your classes, I hate hate hate the smell of the enrire building 25, I hate the faces I have to see every day as I walk to one of my classes, I hate how after it rains and you walk under the roof you get a huge drop of dirty tarpon high water right on your face. I hate how you are supposed to fear your administrators.

This entire school makes me angry. I dont even know why Im angry. I just am. Im mad at everyone. Everything. And people lecturing me about my attitude and how they want an apology is defniatly the wrong thig to ask of me right now.

I am tired. But excited. Im gonna go try to survive this last day of school before this weekend finally comes. Wish me luck you mother fuckers.
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Thursday, November 6th, 2003

Time:8:41 pm.
Mood: excited.
This weekend will be mother. fucking. bliss.

A temporary escape is exactly what I need.
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Time:5:43 pm.
I am done with every male at Tarpon Springs. Every last one of you mother fuckers.

PS- New layout/colors. Trying to decide if I like it.
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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003

Time:3:25 pm.
I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

CHORUS:
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
And I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Repeat chorus

Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.
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Saturday, November 1st, 2003

Time:10:09 am.
Mood: horny.
Well,

As you could see from my utterly pissed off previous lj entry, I was not having a good night.
Until...
Some very determined trick or treaters came knocking to my door, well, knocking, ringing the doorbell, almost walking inside my house, and knocking on the glass window on my kitchen. I thought these trick or treaters were little assholes, so I finally answer the door and instead of a couple little brats holding out bags in hopes of candy, I found

Lindsey and Ashley

All dressed up, in their halloween costumes. Lindsey had a SUPER cute dress thing on for like 7 year old girls she bought at last chance. It was light green and pink. She had all her bracelets on, and her black boots, and her hair in pigtails. WIth her rainbow purse. She looked really cute. And Ashley had on a long trench coat thing, with black slacks and a black vest type thing with a white shirt underneath. Her hair was straightened and she had a little blood under her nose. She was Mia from Pulp Fiction. She even went the extra mile to bring a bag of heroin. Ah yes. It was a hawt costume indeed.

So, me, being in pajama pants and a beastie boys shirt, threw on some, as Joe would call, hardcore colored converse, and we were off.

We got in Ashleys car, and I immediatly smoked a couple vanilla cloves. Oh it was so nice. Just being in the car listening to MSI and smoking cloves with two cool people. yes.

So first, we went to the mall. People gave us looks, and an old foriegn guy thought we were handing out candy. We went to Starbucks, the one in the mall, and saw a sugar glider. Then we were off to checkers and such.

So we go to Checkers, and me and lindsey split some frech fries, and Ashley has the big buford. And we pull up next to this car. And Ashley looks over and starts laughing. So does Lindsey. Im in the back, not knowing whats going on.
"what?! why are you guys laughing?!"
"They're smoking weed right next to us!!"
"HAHAHAHAH"

So, Lindsey was tempted to take a couple hits off of it.

me: Just ask. Can I take a couple hits.
lindsey: no I dont even know them
Me: what are they gonna say? no get the hell away?
lindsey: probably
Ashley: Hey! can we have a couple hits?

So, we see the driver of the car, looking to be about 16-17, get out of the car and come around to ours. We all took a hit off it, wishing that we would have taken a couple more afterward. I remember the drivers name was Lauren or something. Yeeaah.

So we finished our fries and went to see Kill Bill.

That movie was amazing.

The fight scenes, and the sword fights and stuff, were just really awesome. I loved it. I would NOT mind seeing it again. I cant wait for the next one to come out.

But before that, we decided to sneak in to school of rock and see Ashleys lover. We watched about 10 minutes of it, and it was time to go to Kill Bill. I dont care if the drummer was 12, HE WAS HOT.

So, a little packet and a couple more vanilla cloves later, I was back at my house at around 12 15. It was such a fun night. Ad it made up for the earlier days events.

My favorite part was when me and lindsey talked about James and Andrew making out. God. I will never forget how hot that was.

<333
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Friday, October 31st, 2003

Time:6:34 pm.
Yeah, todays turning out to be a great fucking night.

Karen is gone. James is probably gone. Everyone is fucking gone. except for who? me.

Yeah, thanks.

At least I saw James and Andrew make out today. God. The fucking best thing in the world. So hot.

Super Punk talked to me today for no reason. He just walked up and said "Hey" with Steven R. I dont even know why. I told him about James and Andrew.
"Thats fucking gross"
"It was hot as fuck. Their black lipstick was smudged all over their lips and mouths."
"Oh my god, stephanie, shut up"
"And they were so going at it too. They were holding each others faces. I wish I had a camera"
"Okay, they're gay. No straight guy would be willing to do that shit"
"no, they're bi"
::rolls eyes:: "yeah okay"

Then I got on the bus and talked to James about it.

"That was the best thing I ever seen"
"You werent grossed out by it?"
"Hell no I wasnt grossed out by it. Me and Lindsey sat there and watched. I was like, Damn, thats hot"
::laughs:: "wow you're like the only girl I know who didnt get completly grossed out by it"
"I didnt at all. It like made my day. I was having the shittiest day and that just like, completly made it"
"Seriously?"
"yeah!"
"Awesome. I feel special now. Shit."

And I was telling the truth too. It made my fucking day. Too little goth kids making out. One in a long trenchcoat with black lipstick, black eyeliner and white powder, and one in a short black skirt with black and red fishnet stockings and black converse, black lipstick and black eyeliner.

Oh god. That was the best. James is *really* hot. And Andrew isnt all that bad looking either. So, when they made out, it was the best. Kids were screaming, or just staring. I heard a couple guys saying "FUCKING FAGGOTS" and girls thought it was gross. The dumb bitch on my bus Ashley who secretly hates me told danielle I was disgusting for thinking that was awesome. She said to danielle that she thought that was the grossest thing she has ever heard, and she has lost a lot of attraction toward James. When I heard that I laughed. What a dumb shallow bitch.

James is suspended on Monday. That makes me sad. He got caught skipping again. I swear the boy will never learn. He cant skip, like that. He just walks off campus. Thinking that no damn golf carts will see him? yeah right. Oh well.

Hey, there are some...Lindsey and Ashley are here. SO IM gonna go smoke cloves. Bye all.

=DDDDDD
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Time:3:44 pm.
HAPPY BITHDAY NICOLE!!!!!!!!!!

I love you Cat!!!!!


NICOLE IS SIXTEEENNN!! YAAAY!!!

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